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mel was telling me something about parents that set me into thinking. come to think of it, i dun think i have ever apologized to my parents before for being rude to them. i mean i always throw my temper at my mom. i can ignore her for the slighest matter or i can scream at her for the slighest thing too. but i never once apologized for being rude. mayb when i was younger, i did say sorry, u know how when you are young, you are always made to apologize by the adults. but as far as i can remember, sorry seems to be the hardest word to communicate to my mom.

自我反省后, i think parents are the easiest thing one can take granted for. i mean look around yourself, most of us have the tendency to take our parents for granted. take for granted that everyday when i go home, there are 2 of them there for me to vent my frustration on, take for granted that they will be there for us, take for granted that they will take care of u. seldom will we stop and think, hey with each passing time and day, our parents are aging. sometimes i wish im more westernized coz then perhaps i will frequently tell my parents how much i love them and so sorry for always venting my anger on them. but somehow, these words cant be that easily communicated. at least to me.

but i take comfort that everytime when i know im at fault or that i shouldn't raise my voice at my parents or my mom for the stupidest thing, i will try to make up like talking nicely to her, tell her some jokes, lame jokes that is, take time off to teach honey, take time to walk around with her or have meals with her. i think that is the minimum i can do.

suddenly if there are 3 phrases to tell my mom, i think these are the ones...

im sorry. thank you. i love you.

a little bit of narcissism won't hurt, and vanity isn't a sin.




涵妍。hanyan ....