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my parents are back from their 'honeymoon' with a bad news for me. my mom lost my adidas jacket. the one i got from daniel on my 20th bdae. shitty shit. and guess what a few wks ago, my mom (ya lar, she again) broke my small eeyore cup, also bought by daniel 3 yrs back. double shiity shit.

speechless over her damage done to me.

today i finally found the time to clear the boxes which i have conveniently store all the bdae cards and stuffs all these years. ok i admitted i haven been clearing them not too much coz i dun have the time, its just that i was procrastinating. and i finally when i cant stand the amount of gabbage in my room, i took out the boxes one by one and carefully looked through them and see what are the things i can throw.

not surprisingly, i did not throw even one neo print. ok in those boxes are xmas cards, bdae cards, phonecards with neo prints pasted all over, get well cards, jia you postcards - those that i received during the exam periods lar or during the vball matches etc. 1 box was fully on some untouchable items, such as that addidas jacket's tag. vaguely rmb i cut that tag off when i happily received the jacket and stuff the tag together with movie stubs, some photos, the cd, some letters, the 'anniversary' board and the 3 bottles of stars. haha, reading the letters and hearing the songs in the cd with the handwritten lyrics just have a 不一样的感觉． 有一些“真的吗”; “骗我咯”; 傻笑，莫名奇妙的感激；感动。还真的挺好笑的。 哈哈。


而突然间灵惚到，男人啊男人，在还没和你在一起或刚在一起时，什么都可以答应你，都可以 给你，但最后能不能做到，就得听天由命了。

我和他谈不上谁对不起谁，有时的我还真的觉得自己对他没别人想像的那么好，反而觉得好像是他付出的比我多很多。

不过，这一切都不重要。自己知道就足够了。


if i can continue to type my future entries in chinese, i think my chinese will improve. but no man, just the above few paras already took so much time lo. well, i just feel that sometimes in chinese, i can better relate what were my thoughts and feelings there and then. english, no matter how fanciful you use, cannot have that effect.

next week is a serious test at work.... wednesday is the stressful day. actually i have been chiding myself. nothing that serious afterall, more like i giving my poor soul that immense pressure and stress. its just a sharing. but somehow, 我的心很不踏实咯. may thursday faster come. wanna buy nike products! =)

a little bit of narcissism won't hurt, and vanity isn't a sin.




涵妍。hanyan ....