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my god. the first thot that came to my mind was "huh, so m i like such guinea pig?? so u tell me to use that solution coz up till now, there isnt any complain or signs of danger????" i mean, i thot it should be "this brand is safe to use bcoz of its numerous safety tests and guarantee......" shouldnt that be the case????

but even if they did tell me that, i'll think twice as well. coz my complete moisture plus has the stamp of the "US FDA approved" and yet......

it was a painful ordeal. tears just kept flowing and i have to keep one side of my eye closed. Now i know that watching and seeing from one eye is equally difficult, coz somehow, my right eye will feel like shutting too. and when i forced my left eye to open, apart from the stingy pain, i have to keep blinking my eyes coz the surronding lights are too strong for my eye.

and so, i decided to give the tonight's farm stay a miss and sorry to the others for not turning up at the 11th hour. i went back and waited in agony for my mom to come home before going with her to see an eye specialist at amk. the doc fee is not cheap. consultation alone cost $75! but the doc is on leave!!! sighs, and so we went back to the clinic near home and got myself 1 eye drop and another cream.

my left eye is still in pain now, although it's better than how i feel earlier on. now, im realie worried for my eye. just now at orchard when i first feel worried, i told cindy that im so afraid that i will get blind in one eye just like that. hee, thankfully ngiamy consoled me and said that she is more likely to get blind since her degree is much higher than mine. and thankfully, the optican at optic 88 shop at wisma is very helpful. when we first went in for his help in checking what is wrong with my left eye, there are a couple of customers and being alone, he cant tend to me. and so we waited but eventually, he gave me a thorough check-up and told me that most likely it's my solution. Pieces of black things are formed around my pupil, thus blurring my vision. and it's realie very blur. coz when i close my right eye and try to see things with my left eye, everything is in blur.

now, im banned from wearing lenses for at least 2 weeks. to be honest, i dun even mind wearing specs for the time being now. after this ordeal, i got to be extra careful with my lenses and try as far as possible to minimize wearing them. mom told me to get laser op for both eyes.

even though my eyes are small, i wouldnt want to trade them for anything! so dear god, please let my left eye cure soon! as for now, my top shopping list is to get a new pair of glasses! and today was supposed to be a good day. i met ngiamy, got a new suit from dorothy perkins and carrying that big bag of barang barang in preparation for tonight's farm stay, and yet im struck with this painful eye infection. =(

a little bit of narcissism won't hurt, and vanity isn't a sin.




涵妍。hanyan ....