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Wednesday, December 27, 2006
shock
4:22 PM gosh. im feeling so tired and sleepy now. ever since i started working a month ago, this is the first time i can doze off while working at my cousin office. its all becuase i dint sleep well last nite. and the reason being, there was a girl around my sister age attempting sucide ysterday nite around 1230am at my blk. the story goes like this.... ysterday after the nite out with the ladies, i came home intending to sleep early due to work the next day. and so i washed up and climbed into bed and somehow i dint have a deep sleep. the time then was 11+ already. no one except me and my sister was at home coz mama brought my two brothers and maid to JB for some post-xmas shopping. sister then came to bed around 1210. when my mom bro and maid reached home, the time was around 1230 because the minute they reached home, mama went "aiyoh why you two sleep so early? wake up lar, i want to show you my buys!" -.- ya no kidding, my mom actually woke me and my sister up with her loud voice and switching on of our room's lights- just to 'show-off' her buys frm JB. tsk. and so both of us were rudely awakened. just then the phone rang. it was my older brother. he called up and told my mom that someone has jumped off from the our blk and he has just called the ambulance. apparently, my dad went to fetch them home and dropped them off while he went to park the car. just as my mom, 2 brothers and maid were going into the lift, they heard a loud thud. my older brother, who has once seen a man fell to his death before, recognized that sound. he said after that witness of someone falling to his death, he became very sensitive to tat particular sound, the thud of the body hitting the ground. but he dint want to worry my mom and lil brother so he asked them to take the lift up first while he go and check out my dad, thinking that perhaps my dad hit some car while parking. but in his heart, he knew that perhaps someone has fallen off the building. get it so far peeps? haha. after putting the phone, my mom then went out to my house the corridor and took a look downstairs. i joined her too but before i went, i asked her if it was scary. it was raining then and i was shivering while standing outside and trying to see. and even from my 12th storey view, i saw a few people gathering around the body; i saw the sihouttee of my bro's with an umbrella, sheltering the body and the people around the body. i supposed the people surrounding the body know the girl. its a girl. and then i keep hearing painful wails. they were so loud and clear that it sent even more chills to me. it was realie awful. mom and i both concluded that the cries must be from the girl's mom or something. how can it be someone who accidentally fell off the block? its not possible coz its like midnite and who, in their right mind, will sit or play along the corridors at this hour of the day, and not to mention its raining ysterday nite too. and so we went back to the house and waited for my bro to come up and tell us more of the incident. it turned out that the girl who had jumped down doesnt live at my blk. she came to look for her fren, who was a butch. for some reasons, the girl chose to end her life and jumped down frm either the 4th or 5th floor (this my bro wasnt too sure). and when my mom 2 bros and maid heard the thud, the girl has just landed on the floor. i thanked god that my lil bro did not witness her entire fall. coz they were realie close to witnessing the fall if they have walked a lil bit slower to the lift. who knows if that will have an emotional impact on the lil boy. but heng they dint witness it lar. because of hearing the thud and going over to where the sound came from, my bro was the first witness. he called the ambulance and the police when he saw the body and he dint dare to go over too lar. even though he has the umbrella. coz he wasnt sure if the girl was dead or not, plus it wil be a grisly sight for sure. i dun blame him lar. i already think hes very brave to go and see what the thud was; if its me, i would have not given much thought and went ahead into the lift with my mom. at that moment, the girl's fren, who is the butch and who lives at my blk, came running down and to the girl. she saw my bro and asked my bro to lend her the phone to call for more help (think the more help refer to the butch's family). and that was when my bro had no choice and to stepped out into the rain and saw the girl, lying in the pool of blood. he said that the blood was mainly from the girl's head and he said that her eyes were swollen. i dun understand what he meant by swollen but i guess it could be the eyes u noe pop out due to the impact of the fall and the hitting of the head against the concrete floor...... and so the chilly wailings that me n my mom heard from outside our house were actually from the girl. amazingly she was still conscious and aware of the pain that was shooting all over her body. i guess that pain is undescriable with words. she fell frm the 4th/5th floor and yet she wasnt knocked out at all. i think its even worst to be in that state. coz the sucide obviously dint solve any of her problems, and instead she got to endure the excruciating pain that no one can help her with. the police came too. and while the police was taking my bro's statement, he overhead the butch telling the policeman that she dint want to make "it a police case". i mean, how innocent can she get? (ok i sounded a bit too fiery here, hahha) it's obvious that the police, confirm plus chop, will make it a police case. hey we are talking about a life that could be lost and here you are telling the police, can it not be a police case?!?! of course, the policeman scolded her back and said, its defintely going to be a police case. even til now, i stil rmb the way the wails sound. i also have no idea where i got the courage from to actually peer down and see what was happening there. my sister dint even came out of the house. thank god she dint die, at least not on the spot. coz i love my neighbourhood and is very comfortable with where im staying. i dun want get afraid everytime i stayed out and went home late. yup because of that, i couldnt get back to sleep after the whole saga was over. i kept tossing and turning in bed because of the wails that still rang very loudly in my mind then. i think i onli managed to sleep after 3. the other day i managed to finish the jap drama gosh. im feeling real sleepy. the weather just made it worst. signed off with love*
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