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Thursday, October 19, 2006
what the hell 2:52 PM

for the past two days i have been stuck at home. doc says i have stomach flu. after decades, i vomitted yesterday morning. on tues night, after doing my slides, i went to bed. half way thru, i woke up feeling pain in my abdomen and shivering with cold when i only switch on the fan. funnily, i thot its coz of stress coz i rmb myself thinking of enron case, the jeffrey skilling, ken lay etc and their so called ethics (eh if u guys duno this, its bout this case study my grp is currently doing). so i forced myself to go back to sleep. and then when its time to wake up at 640, i rushed to the toilet and started vomitting qutie a bit. its so disgusting!

after the vomit, i felt better and so i thot i can go school coz i have project in school too and things to clear up with my tutor. however after i showered, i realize the pain in my stomach is back again. so i told neo that i aint going to school and poor neo has to make a trip back home coz she already reached my house to go school with me in my dad's car. so sorry neo!

doc then says i have stomach flu and fever. he says if the pain stil there after finishing the med course got to go see him coz might be due to other virus or what. the thing is hor now i onli left with 2 more vomit pills eh. and each time got to take in 2. if by tonite i eat le stil vomit then i need to go back n see him again. wah lau, its not like im hungry u noe. i dint eat and dun feel hungry but i got to eat so as to see if i will vomit or not. and the worst thing is, out of all the sickness i hate vomitting. its realie v disgusting to feel ur undigested food creeeping up your gullet and out of ur mouth. eeeeeeeekkkkksssssssss!

and so suay ysterday was finally the day when i get to see my spinal cord and i got to be sick. still, i drag myself over there. dad sent me to ttsh. there i was told to go for psychiotherapy and the first session is in december lo. so long! prior to that, i took my medicine while waiting for my turn and when i came out, i suddenly feel very giddy. its like u cant hear anything and you started to see bright images and the world is spinning like mad. i know im gg to faint soon so faster grab a seat. i even pray hard to make it to the seat before fainting lo. aniwea, i got a seat and closed my eyes and sat there for like 5 minutes and then after i feel slightly better, i realized i was soaked in cold sweats. so scary. i think the people sitting beside me thot im mad or something.

sighs. actually i feel better now. no more head pain just a little feverish but stil have the vomit taste in my mouth. i think so long as i dun eat, i wun vomit ba. and i slept a lot these past two days. think the amount of time i lay awake is less than 2 hours. im not exaggerating. its realie slp and slp and more slp. jancy sms me when she knew i was sick and couldnt attend class this afternoon. apart frm asking me to take care, she told me that my whole group looks sick. and its the truth. huiping emelia and doreen all have fallen sick. but becoz of my illness, they stil have to meet for projects and discssions. i felt so bad! next week is a hell week coz its the deadlines for all the reports and major projects!

seriously i have no idea why i will get this stomach flu. doc ask if i got come into contact with anyone else with this illness. i say no leh. must be the stupid luck lar. or the haze.

they say it will take some time for the stomach flu to go over. for now, think my stomach very weak. i got to eat v light food. this morning i onli ate bread and i vomitted all the bread out. funny weiru still joke with me say now i eat food must weigh first so as to ensure they are light food. -.-""

i cant afford to get sick. i have so much things to do and worst all are group based. and its not fair for my group mates too if i fall sick! damn the virus, please let me get well soon!!!!!! the workload now is enough to send me to hell (was stil pretty shocked that i woke up thinking of enron case! cant even let me sleep peacefully??) and now with this sickening illness, i realie can _________.
save me! :-(


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周杰伦-说好的幸福呢

你的绘画凌乱着在这个时刻
我像气氛纯白的白鸽甜蜜散落了
继续莫名的拉扯我还爱你了
但你断断续续唱着歌假作没事了
时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
一开始都不快乐
你用卡片纸写着
有些爱只给到这真的痛了

怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心一意一心数着你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻我都还记得
你不懂了说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒在旋转着要怎么停呢

你的绘画凌乱着在这个时刻
我像气氛纯白的白鸽甜蜜散落了
继续莫名的拉扯我还爱你了
但你断断续续唱着歌假作没事了
时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
一开始都不快乐
你用卡片纸写着
有些爱只给到这真的痛了

怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心一意一心数着你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻我都还记得
你不懂了说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒在旋转着要怎么停呢

怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了
我都还记得
你不懂了说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒在旋转着要怎么停呢