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i was feeling fed up and angry for the second time today for the same reason. i ask myself the reason and the meaning of frens. are they the group of people you turn to only when u noe u need to have something from them? are friends, like what ssm always tells me jokingly that "haiya thats what frens are for hor, for me to use"? becuase now im starting to think that if i have frens like that, i will seriously feel super afraid and unsecured of em.

yes nothing is forever. everyone and everything will leave us one day. to learn to cherish everyone (no matter who they are) beside u is what we got to do. dun come regretting when the day comes when i realize whatever i have done earlier have caused everyone to shun away from me and in the end, im left with no one to lean on. dun take things for granted. u reap what u sow. this is something i truly believe in.

there are many things for me to learn everyday. and everyday, im seeing more kinds of people in this world. sometimes i find it scary that actually there are such people beside me. the ones whom i thot we will true friends. ren xin nan che. guess thats what make this phrase so true.

theres nothing more left for me to say. i ask myself why do i have to be angry? coz im sure i will be the only one staying angry not the other party. why should i be angry in the first place? then i ask myself is this karma? am i reaping what i have sowed? some say and believe that things happen for a cause. wads the cause for this case? but i noe if ever the same reason happens again, i will never be angry again. from now on, everything else regarding this issue become nonchalent to me. this is the end result.

sweet lil bro came over and planted a quick kiss on my cheek. he ask me to close my eyes. such are the innocence of a lil child. so pure and so precious. they say that everyone has the lil child-ness in him/her. if that is so, why is the world so ugly in reality?

...as we bend with the wind, and change with the times..We will always have our friendship....We dont have to change friends if we understand that friends change...
yes..its so true..

a little bit of narcissism won't hurt, and vanity isn't a sin.




涵妍。hanyan ....