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Monday, March 13, 2006
jaded no more :)
4:09 PM today in class, we did a personality test. its a five-factor model. It accesses individual's personality along 5 traits, namely Neuroticism, Extraversion, Openness to experiences, Agreeableness and Conscientiousness. i scored high for the first two, average for the next two and very low on the last one. haha. For Neuroticism, it means that im sensitive and emotional, prone to express feelings that are upset. For Extraversion, it means having a personality that is active, outgoing, high-spirited and prefer to be around peopl,e most of the time. i dun reckon myself to have high marks on this area. beacuse at times, i prefer solitude and spending quality time with myelf. Sometimes when i see familar faces on buses, i would not bother to say hi. not that im attituding or pms, just that i want to be alone. but the only thing i cant stand doing is going alone to watch movies. haha. i dun dare to buy one ticket and even if theres auto movie-selling machines, you stil have to let the ursher tear ur ticket b4 stepping into the movie theatre. hhahaa. For openness to experience, an average score indicates practical but willing to consider new ways of doing things. Seek to strike a balance between old and new ways. An aeverage score in agreeableness indicates a general warm and trusting and agreeable but there is the presence of stubborneness and competitive in myself. and lastly, scoring very low in conscientiouness means not very organized and sometimes careless which i agree totally. and it shows that i do not like to make plans. hmm regarding this point, i do make plans at times but those who noe me will noe that certain things i dun like to think and plan. i will rather wait for the time to come b4 deciding what shd i do. and i dun realie like to plan what to do when i go out. haha. just go out and have fun lo. so ma fan stil need to plan. either that, or i usually leave it to the other party to plan. but when i go out with cindy mainey shanru and eileen, i got to plan. wahahaha. so overall, i guess this test didnt show a lot of myself. mayb i dint concentrate in doing the personality test lar. we did two different kinds of personality tests in class today lo. Today's class is really reduntant. ok, gg to end off now. this week shall be the start of my exercise regime week! and my exercise partner is linda. roomie will be joining us too. oh ya, my fitness trainer is edmund ang. hahaa. going to run around school later today and tomorrow is a combination of both running and swimming. there goes the same on wednesday too. haha. hope i can hang in there. 2 weeks im giving myself. let see if i will have any changes by the end of next week! :) ............................ ....................... .................. ............ ....... ..... FOR the past week, i have been feeling very moody, upset, tired, jaded, unfeeling. so much things have happened. one after another. but still, i went to classes as usual, dint skip any. go for project meetings as usual, rushing to meet datelines after datelines. thank you for those who showered me with concern, frequent ice cream treats, numerous talks, jokes and visits to cheer me up. for those that dint, dun fret. i sitll love you guys. just that i dint tell a lot of people tts all. and after a week of self torment, i think im getting out of the shadow. i was stupid to wish for a time machine. till linda told me that by fast forwarding this period, i will be taking away all other happy moments too. is he worth so much of those? so what if he has forgotten about us and has taken a new relationship with another? it only highlights to me that its time for me to move on as well. i unblocked his name in my msn. coz i find myself childish in doing so. yes linda, by taking a step back, i can see things clearly now. thanks for all that u have said to me yesterday. i dint mean not to reply u. i just need time to think things through. and this morning, i just feel better. better than any other mornings that i have waken up to since last monday. im back! hee. life is too beautiful for me to miss out anything. and now with so many other datelines pushing and stressing me, i cant afford to live everyday in tears and misery, right? signed off with love*
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