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Wednesday, March 29, 2006
decision making 11:31 PM

Feeling so clean and washed up all over. I just had my jogging session with linda. Today we tried out a new route and its definitely longer than the past few sessions! Instructor ang no longer has the time to accompany us. haha. but its okie, me and linda still enjoyed ourselves. guess it shows how insignificant he is. muahhha. i have been looking forward to tonite jogging since the start of the week. The last run was last wed. so long lo! so linda, more jogging session please! im loving it~~ anyone interested to join us, please either sms me or msn me. we will be glad to take u guys in! muhahaahhah~~~


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Just like many others out there, i hate to make decisions. But making decisions are part and parcel of life. No one can be sure how our life will turn out. many a time, im confused and felt as if i was in the middle of a intersection road. i duno which way to go. do i go forward, retreat go left or go rite? i always wish for an angel or a time machine so that i can fast forward and reach the nxt stage. or worst, wish that i can get the answer in my dreams that night. but sadly, there are no such things as time machines or angels or dreams that will direct us.

even if decisions are made, u never noe what wil happen next. as much as u will like to avoid seeing that someone, one way or another, u will still see him/her. and often the person will appear at your most unexpected. there are thousand of ways to react when u see that person. and you can think what you going to say or do. but when that day realie comes, trust me, you wouldnt do what you thot you would do. some people is realie zai, they can turn nasty and scastic but some others turn cowardly and fearful. if its meant to be, it will happen. be it now or 10 years down the road, you will bump into the person if you are destined to meet him/her. yes, its scary and so unsafe coz it did make me have the urge to shun from certain places, but deep down i know life is like that. in a way, it makes life interesting and full of surprises.


hmmm, nothing in particular. just feel the urge to pen down some of my thoughts. in this world, i guess everyday there are people smiling with joy, spending each day blissfully while there are others who wash their face with tears, who has many awful and negative thots clouding their minds. these are all so common. yet, the sun still rises from the east and sets in the west. To put it crudly, nothing will stop just for you. its soooo cang ren. but i guess thats just life. sometimes, i do wish to run away from everything, everyone. not to bother bout everything and start a new life somewhere. but the harsh reality of life can onli tell me i better stop dreaming and come back to earth and be more practical, down-to-earth.



too much to disgress? lol. also duno why i wrote so much of such stuffs. perhaps i have been hearing two extremes stuffs lately. but its okies. im glad people share them with me. ok, sidetrack a while, i remember once, i was taking 147 to someplace. i went aboard the bus and i saw that bus driver. he is exactly the same bus driver i have been seeing for 4 years when i went to xinmin secondary school. i remembered him coz he is same driver who drove the morning shift 147 bus. gosh. after so mnay years, he is still driving 147. i mean i thot he would have changed bus number to drive. wahahaha. its so good to see him again. thou of course he wouldnt noe my presence. but i just feel safe taking his bus. muhahhaa. silly me i know. but its just the familiarity that brings a smile to my face when i saw him again that time. if only i know his name, i would surely commended him to sbs. for whatever reasons i also duno. heh.


ok, thats all for today. its realie high time i get back to my awfully interesting books and notes. taking a look at em, i bet they are missing me badly now and beckoning me to them! so stay tuned guys~~~~




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說好的幸福呢 - 周杰倫

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周杰伦-说好的幸福呢

你的绘画凌乱着在这个时刻
我像气氛纯白的白鸽甜蜜散落了
继续莫名的拉扯我还爱你了
但你断断续续唱着歌假作没事了
时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
一开始都不快乐
你用卡片纸写着
有些爱只给到这真的痛了

怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心一意一心数着你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻我都还记得
你不懂了说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒在旋转着要怎么停呢

你的绘画凌乱着在这个时刻
我像气氛纯白的白鸽甜蜜散落了
继续莫名的拉扯我还爱你了
但你断断续续唱着歌假作没事了
时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
一开始都不快乐
你用卡片纸写着
有些爱只给到这真的痛了

怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心一意一心数着你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻我都还记得
你不懂了说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒在旋转着要怎么停呢

怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了
我都还记得
你不懂了说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒在旋转着要怎么停呢