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On saturday, me linda and kevin went out to celebrate clara bdae. kevin was the first "supplies". we had dinner at brewerkz and saw stella huang. not very pretty, hair super red and heavily make-up. dinner was superb. took many photos and gosh, i never know that mussels tasted that bad. realie tasted like toilet smell lo..my god. had a hard time swallowing it and trying hard to forget that smell.. yuckish! but other than that, dinner was great and their home-made beer tasted not bad too.



me, the bdae girl, linda and kevin


BREWERKZ at clarke quay


After dinner, we walked and took photos along clarke quay.....eh this pic is quite small...can u guys spot me?? LOL


At the bridge overlooking Riverside Point at clarke quay.


Next, we drove down to orchard to meet the guys for ktv. they were late again. as usual. now came the next surprise. i thot i had it all planned well but eileen and linda beat me to it. actually wad the second surprise was for weiru and eileen to come into the room with a cake for clara but in the end, weiru told me hes not coming because he wanted to study for his papers. so i said ok, nvm study hard. and who knows, actually, eileen linda and weiru have it all planned to even trick me lar....good job eileen. she even went to the extent to meet weiru earlier and accompnay him for like an hr at least lo. good job seesumin! hahahaha.. aniwae,, so they came and yeps, the party begins..hahaa..we sang til bout nearly 12 and den when it was near midnite, me and boon theng started to countdown haha.. from 30..29..28..27..26..25..24..23..22..21..20..19..18..17..16..15..14..13..12..11..10..9..8..7..6..5..4..3...2.... 1! then we started singing bdae songs in MANY versions! got eng..chi..eng AND chi..erm.. n of coz erm.. malay..indian n jap versions from edmund and CANTO version by linda.
then we went to walk around orchard. lightings are up for christmas and we all did stupid things because of one person. nxt, we stopped over at a kopithiam nearby cine and had drinks there and just crapped endlessly till about 2 plus before we left for home. hahaaha.. here is the 9 of us =)

(L-R) boon theng, weicong, weiru, fish, edmund, linda, myself, seesumin, clara. Outside Hereen.



Sorry, my face totally covers weiru.



Singing @ orchard party world. clara boon theng, edmund, fish.



oh ya before i end today's entry, I want to thank people like mainey, eileen, neoneo, clara, linda, ruiling for takin the trouble to sms, msn, tag me and asked me wad happened when they came across my previous entry. esp mainey. yup, i know u took the effort to get up frm your comfy bean bag and sms me. hee. this weekend has read a few blog entries which realie set me into thinking of things such as frenship and love. these two realie cant balance well hur? yesterday was thinking of this issue when i heard the song ?你孤?你?想起?？its a nice nice song.

你的心情?在?
什么事都要去追
想抓住一?安慰
你?是喜?在人群中徘徊
你最害怕孤?的滋味

你的心那么脆,
一碰就?碎
?不起一??吹
你的身??是要?多人陪
你最害怕每天的天黑

但是天??黑,
人?要离?
?也不能永?陪?
而孤?的滋味,?都要面?
不只是你我?感?到疲?

?你孤?你?想起?你
想不想找?人?陪
你的快??悲
只有我能体?
?我再陪你走一回

Then i realized that frenship like any other kind of relationship needs effort and frequent meet ups. Yesh, i used to think that true friends do not need to meet up often. its the heart that bring u close, not those frequent meetings. now, i dun think so. friendship is as fragil as the other kind of relationship, family and love. one always take for granted that ur close frens will always be there. but im sorry to say that reality isnt so.

"where will you when i needed you? when i didnt say, doesnt mean i dun need u to be there. and because u arent here, i have slowly gotten used to not baring my problems or secrets to you anymore." see, slowly, the relationship gets sour and the two of u cant imagine how to strike a converstaion with each other the nxt time. There wil be awkwardness and uncertainty. i know this is a very pessi thot of mine. but when i read neoneo and lind4's blog, there is this thot that keeps lingering in my mind. i hate that feeling. who can u relie count on when u have trouble? and i want to thank eileen see su min. hee. coz im glad shes always there for me. when i just broken up with him, its u who accompany my every saturday. i know cindy is in school that period of time and so i depended very much on u that few saturdays. we were go out study first then carry those huge books and files down to town. we roamed the streets, sat and watched time passed at starbucks, purposely walked down to city hall frm PS to take 133 so as to waste more time (i dun want to go home so early). now i thot of it, realie qutie selfish of me lar..coz shes having exams that period of time and still hvae to pei me. so, thank you girl. realie. =)
p/s: dun cry hor. heh.

oh yesterday i had a dream. i dreamt of him...but i dun recognize his voice. he called and i duno why i actually said anthr person's name. i duno why theres no caller-id. i thot its mr * so i said "* ah?" and keep repeating. but he says no. finally i ask him who are u then. and then he told me its him. hmm.. anyone can decipher the meaning of the dream?



and while waiting all the photos to be uploaded, i went to rui ling's blog. gosh girl, i love your brains..wahahah..eh u guys free, go read her blog. http://www.waiting512.blogspot.com.

tata.

a little bit of narcissism won't hurt, and vanity isn't a sin.




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