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oh wells tmr no more rom. hai. confusing. but then again, as frens, we shouldnt probe too much lar..different people have different lifestlye. so long as u are happy, the rest don matter as much. and i love my tag board ple. thanks all for making it soooo lively. hehe...exams are such a chore!

mugging realie kills me!


to those hardworking angels out there like me who are mugging super hard for exams now, heres a lil maucks from this cute girl..heee..jia you everyone!!!


can today classified as a productive day? well before 9pm still all rite.but since 9 til now, i have been slackng lar! the book is left open i nfront of me now, but not a single word went into my brain lo. planned to watch flightplan after i bathe but sadly, hven even watched that too. shit now its 1am but the time i finished watching hor, it would be 3am le! tmr gg study. wad time should i wake up?? argh..

random thots again:
i almost wanted to take back wad i have said coz i felt super guilty after yesterday confession. i just thot how mean i can be lar, by doing that and ignoring and all. realie, i feel realie guilty. but i cant surpress anymore. different views on everything realie make the communciation hard to carry on and in the end, the conversation will end in a sian mode and both affected by it. its during this period that the realization hits me. mayb im too blinded before to realize that. blinded by the feelings and bliss. why will anyone not have a fren and choose to have an enemy rite.. so of course frens we will still be, but wad kind of frens is the problem. my frens know i dun always reply to everything and know when i want to be alone , when i need company. yes, this is the definition of a fren to me. i dun like it when people force thier way of lifestyle on me just because they feel that this is their way of living, their way of definition. i was realie feeling guilty very gulity in fact till i realize why should i feel this way? i have my own reasons for behaving this well and that should be enough. for once, i got to think for myself and not be that understanding anymore.

in case u guys start to wonder wads wrong with me or does the above meant for anyone, it isnt. its really as the title suggest, random thots of that ran thru my mind. nites world.

a little bit of narcissism won't hurt, and vanity isn't a sin.




涵妍。hanyan ....